
SAT SCORES ARE IN AND I BEAT MY BIG SISTER AT SOMETHING
NO
STOP
STOP SCROLLING PAST THIS
DO YOU REALIZE
I NEVER BEAT HER AT ANYTHING
AT ALL
DO YOU UNDERSTAND
WHAT
ASDFLKAJF
WAHT
of course her high score was like 70 points higher
but HER FIRST SCORE
YEAAAAAAAAH
I JUST SAID THE WORD “BOOBS” IN FRONT OF MY LITTLE SISTER BY ACCIDENT
BUT IT WAS IN A QUOTE
BUT WHEN I REALIZED
I FREAKED OTU
BUT HAD TO CONTINUE THE QUOTE
IN HOPES TAHT SHE DID NOT REALIZE
BUT SHE REALIZED
HER
EYES
HER
EYES
my sister is asking british siri what to do to succeed in math
MY LITTLE SISTER IS SINGING ‘ROLL LIKE A BUFFALO’
AND MY MOM IS DOING THE HORSE DANCE
WHAT ON EARTH IS GOING ON TODAY
IDK HOW TO FEEL
so, katherine just left and it’s suddenly all real. like, wow, i have only the weekend to be a sophomore before i’m thrown back into school, my summer reading still not finished, having to quit orchestra (which is something big all in and of itself: i pretty much lose my friend group and my room to go to if anything happens after school and i’m bored or want to help or need hours).
this summer with her has been pretty eye-opening in the sense of not knowing how much we had in common or what we did or thought differently or what i liked or disliked about her. i guess it really literally took some growing up to realize the great big sister i had have. though, it seems like over the school year, without chem, it’ll feel like i only had a big sister because i wont really have too great a need to talk to her otherwise without feeling like the clingy and over-attached little sister that i don’t know myself to be.
i guess high school is about finding out who you really are, how you react to situations, and sleep and food. i’m positive family goes in there somewhere; i just don’t know where.
hey, hannah, i’ll see you in december, bye!
be the leaf, jie.
watching danny phantom re-runs with the mei.
bathroom’s almost done being renovated, WHOO!(= i get my shower back soon!
the jie leaves tomorrow ): \___/ <— bucket for my creys.
jk. i’ll miss her, but i’ll send her food all the time LOL.
— beautiful girl by sara bareilles (cover link stolen from jeremiah)
so, impact is tomorrow (dcamp ends) and i really really really wish i was going, but i’m not, so instead, i’ll be here praying my heart out for my jam-mer friends and distant-church friends and the kids i don’t know.
idk, it’s a weird feeling right now like i should be going to that camp rather than the one i’m going to. maybe it’s just the energy built up from not doing too much at home for so long.
in any case, i’ll def. be working on learning that song and i’ll be finishing up that bookstand. (yeah, i’m working my way into builderhood — like a man (; )
i can’t post this stuff on facebook because of the church kids from my church that would probably not like me even more for not liking the camp they regularly attend, but whatever.
cello lesson in less than 48 hours. or more. whatever.

so, i was making this poster for NEHS and my little sister saw how frustrated i was and made me one. she said ‘you can just use this one and then you dont have to worry anymore’
i love her so much.
mei,