amy and i started a conversation with alex about camerata which is the highest orchestra in our high school and then other people slowly joined in and the general consensus of non-camerata kids was that the camerata kids are a clique and they don’t even try to reach out to anyone else (hm sounds familiar)
but alex and rohan were blown away. “WHAT?! WE’RE—YOU FIND US INTIMIDATING!?”
so i went to the orchestra room to practice
but CASEY AND KENJI AND ANISHA WERE THERE
AND YOU DON’T JUST NOT TALK TO CASEY AND KENJI AND ANISHA
and so we talked about who we thought was attractive
and casey having yellow -> white -> yellow fever
and then thinking x y z were attractive
and then he called me pretty and my day was made
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LOL ALSO NO ONE IS READY FOR THIS DANG AUDITION
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alsoalso now that casey asked me who i thought was attractive
i’m thinking about it now
and it’s a super short list
why do i have standards when i’m not even—
i have spent so long in each individual quote
.
use listthings, guys.
so i went to the asian market with my mom and when we were checking out, we went to a line with these two teenage guys and wow mistake #1
#2 was stepping behind my mom and into his direct line of eyesight when the cashier said hi with a big smile because suddenly i felt scared like did he expect me to pay because that was like 70$ of things and i dont even have a job yet
#3 was smiling back at him when he smiled and said hi because the guy behind him (his friend) thought i was smiling at him and wow in front of my mom
#4 was returning his smile when we finished the transaction because again mother and boy behind him who WAY TOO CONVENIENTLY finished at the exact moment with enough time to turn around and also make eye contact with me like really can you not
#5 was listening to my mother afterwards : “was he checking you out?!” “was he trying to pick you up?!”
#6 was listening to my mother because i felt really awesome and confident when i came home and then i looked in the mirror and i just laughed
like wow i actually believed that
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but really i wanted a job there
but now that that happened
like
do you really think my mom will let my apply there
let’s be real
picking out a name for my uke
and there are so many gorgeous names
but so many sound girlish
and the only one i really really love is translated to “beautiful/handsome”
and i asked alex what his/casey’s was
and he said it was handsome
andireallywantthatname
GUYS I MADE A FRIEND IN PRECAL
he’s really big and scary looking and i think he might be a football player only i’m really bad at guessing things. and i was too afraid to talk to him before but HE talked to ME first.
i mean, he asked me about a quiz or something but after that, we acknowledged each other. and then we made fun of EJ’s “you salty bro” thing together with detrich
AND MIND YOU THIS IS ALL IN ONE DAY
and that was like tuesday AND IT’S THURSDAY ALREADY
CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW GOOD IT FEELS TO FINALLY HAVE ANOTHER FRIEND
(i mean, i have teresa, jackie, and big-head-guy and EJ, but jackie’s on the other side of the room, teresa’s always talking to BHG and EJ is EJ)
i made a friend, guys.
after an entire semester.
but still.
is it just me or does anna kendrick sometimes remind you of that bird lady teacher from jimmy neutron?
