writing my testimonial
and i’m not too altogether sure that i’m comfortable with anyone reading it
much less myself.
and i’m sick of how people ask to bring other races to church because it’ll be ‘awk’
i totally feel welcome at my own church now
i don’t think i noticed before, but
i dont like getting yelled at i literally stand there and burst into tears
LOL is this what it feels like to be tumblr famous omg
saving = 6 letters
my = 2 letters
church = 6 letters
sometimes my tags only work with numbers, so if i want to look at the smc tag, i can’t, so i just plug in 626.
i shouldnt be onlineeee~
but i was kind of hoping no one would ask because it’s kind of prideful, i think. after a while of hearing a lot of people at my church complain about the same things over and over again, i figured we should suck it up or do something about it.
so i talked to some people and they said we were going to save the church
but they’re not on tumblr so instead of STC (save the church), i made it SMC (saving my church/save my church)
it sounds prideful like ‘oh yeah i can totally change the church and it’ll all be because of me bc i’m so great’, i don’t mean for it to be. i’d like to see change in it- change for the better, and i want to track it. even if i’m being prideful and a jerkwad about it.
by the time i leave for college (hopefully i go to college D; accept me, college, please!), i want to have seen some change.